A Christmas
Carol
by Charles Dickens
Chapter
2
The
First of The Three Spirits
When Scrooge awoke, it was so dark,
that looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish
the transparent window from the opaque walls of his
chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the darkness with
his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring church
struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour.
To his great astonishment the heavy
bell went on from six to seven, and from seven to eight,
and regularly up to twelve; then stopped. Twelve! It was
past two when he went to bed. The clock was wrong. An
icicle must have got into the works. Twelve!
He touched the spring of his repeater,
to correct this most preposterous clock. Its rapid little
pulse beat twelve: and stopped.
"Why, it isn't possible,"
said Scrooge, "that I can have slept through a whole
day and far into another night. It isn't possible that
anything has happened to the sun, and this is twelve at
noon!"
The idea being an alarming one, he
scrambled out of bed, and groped his way to the window.
He was obliged to rub the frost off with the sleeve of
his dressing-gown before he could see anything; and could
see very little then. All he could make out was, that it
was still very foggy and extremely cold, and that there
was no noise of people running to and fro, and making a
great stir, as there unquestionably would have been if
night had beaten off bright day, and taken possession of
the world. This was a great relief, because "three
days after sight of this First of Exchange pay to Mr.
Ebenezer Scrooge or his order," and so forth, would
have become a mere United States' security if there were
no days to count by.
Scrooge went to bed again, and thought,
and thought, and thought it over and over, and could make
nothing of it. The more he thought, the more perplexed he
was; and the more he endeavoured not to think, the more
he thought Marley's Ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every
time he resolved within himself, after mature inquiry,
that it was all a dream, his mind flew back, like a
strong spring released, to its first position, and
presented the same problem to be worked all through,
"Was it a dream or not?"
Scrooge lay in this state until the
chime had gone three quarters more, when he remembered,
on a sudden, that the Ghost had warned him of a
visitation when the bell tolled one. He resolved to lie
awake until the hour was past; and, considering that he
could no more go to sleep than go to Heaven, this was
perhaps the wisest resolution in his power.
The quarter was so long, that he was
more than once convinced he must have sunk into a doze
unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it broke
upon his listening ear.
"Ding, dong!"
"A quarter past," said
Scrooge, counting.
"Ding, dong!"
"Half past!" said Scrooge.
"Ding, dong!"
"A quarter to it," said
Scrooge.
"Ding, dong!"
"The hour itself," said
Scrooge, triumphantly, "and nothing else!"
He spoke before the hour bell sounded,
which it now did with a deep, dull, hollow, melancholy
ONE. Light flashed up in the room upon the instant, and
the curtains of his bed were drawn.
The curtains of his bed were drawn
aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the curtains at his
feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which
his face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were
drawn aside; and Scrooge, starting up into a
half-recumbent attitude, found himself face to face with
the unearthly visitor who drew them: as close to it as I
am now to you, and I am standing in the spirit at your
elbow.
It was a strange figure -- like a
child: yet not so like a child as like an old man, viewed
through some supernatural medium, which gave him the
appearance of having receded from the view, and being
diminished to a child's proportions. Its hair, which hung
about its neck and down its back, was white as if with
age; and yet the face had not a wrinkle in it, and the
tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were very long
and muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of
uncommon strength. Its legs and feet, most delicately
formed, were, like those upper members, bare. It wore a
tunic of the purest white and round its waist was bound a
lustrous belt, the sheen of which was beautiful. It held
a branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in
singular contradiction of that wintry emblem, had its
dress trimmed with summer flowers. But the strangest
thing about it was, that from the crown of its head there
sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which all this was
visible; and which was doubtless the occasion of its
using, in its duller moments, a great extinguisher for a
cap, which it now held under its arm.
Even this, though, when Scrooge looked
at it with increasing steadiness, was not its
strangest quality. For as its belt sparkled and glittered
now in one part and now in another, and what was light
one instant, at another time was dark, so the figure
itself fluctuated in its distinctness: being now a thing
with one arm, now with one leg, now with twenty legs, now
a pair of legs without a head, now a head without a body:
of which dissolving parts, no outline would be visible in
the dense gloom wherein they melted away. And in the very
wonder of this, it would be itself again; distinct and
clear as ever.
"Are you the Spirit, sir, whose
coming was foretold to me?" asked Scrooge.
"I am!"
The voice was soft and gentle.
Singularly low, as if instead of being so close beside
him, it were at a distance.
"Who, and what are you?"
Scrooge demanded.
"I am the Ghost of Christmas
Past."
"Long past?" inquired
Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish stature.
"No. Your past."
Perhaps, Scrooge could not have told
anybody why, if anybody could have asked him; but he had
a special desire to see the Spirit in his cap; and begged
him to be covered.
"What!" exclaimed the Ghost,
"would you so soon put out, with worldly hands, the
light I give? Is it not enough that you are one of those
whose passions made this cap, and force me through whole
trains of years to wear it low upon my brow!"
Scrooge reverently disclaimed all
intention to offend or any knowledge of having wilfully
bonneted the Spirit at any period of his life. He then
made bold to inquire what business brought him there.
"Your welfare!" said the
Ghost.
Scrooge expressed himself much obliged,
but could not help thinking that a night of unbroken rest
would have been more conducive to that end. The Spirit
must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately:
"Your reclamation, then. Take
heed!"
It put out its strong hand as it spoke,
and clasped him gently by the arm.
"Rise! and walk with me!"
It would have been in vain for Scrooge
to plead that the weather and the hour were not adapted
to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm, and the
thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad
but lightly in his slippers, dressing-gown, and nightcap;
and that he had a cold upon him at that time. The grasp,
though gentle as a woman's hand, was not to be resisted.
He rose: but finding that the Spirit made towards the
window, clasped his robe in supplication.
"I am mortal," Scrooge
remonstrated, "and liable to fall."
"Bear but a touch of my hand there,"
said the Spirit, laying it upon his heart, "and you
shall be upheld in more than this!"
As the words were spoken, they passed
through the wall, and stood upon an open country road,
with fields on either hand. The city had entirely
vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The
darkness and the mist had vanished with it, for it was a
clear, cold, winter day, with snow upon the ground.
"Good Heaven!" said Scrooge, clasping his hands
together, as he looked about him. "I was bred in
this place. I was a boy here!"
The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its
gentle touch, though it had been light and instantaneous,
appeared still present to the old man's sense of feeling.
He was conscious of a thousand odours floating in the
air, each one connected with a thousand thoughts, and
hopes, and joys, and cares long, long, forgotten.
"Your lip is trembling," said
the Ghost. "And what is that upon your cheek?"
Scrooge muttered, with an unusual
catching in his voice, that it was a pimple; and begged
the Ghost to lead him where he would.
"You recollect the way?"
inquired the Spirit.
"Remember it!" cried Scrooge
with fervour; "I could walk it blindfold."
"Strange to have forgotten it for
so many years!" observed the Ghost. "Let us go
on."
They walked along the road; Scrooge
recognising every gate, and post, and tree; until a
little market-town appeared in the distance, with its
bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies
now were seen trotting towards them with boys upon their
backs, who called to other boys in country gigs and
carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were in great
spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad
fields were so full of merry music, that the crisp air
laughed to hear it.
"These are but shadows of the
things that have been," said the Ghost. "They
have no consciousness of us."
The jocund travellers came on; and as
they came, Scrooge knew and named them every one. Why was
he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them! Why did his
cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went
past! Why was he filled with gladness when he heard them
give each other Merry Christmas, as they parted at
cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several homes! What
was merry Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon merry Christmas!
What good had it ever done to him?
"The school is not quite
deserted," said the Ghost. "A solitary child,
neglected by his friends, is left there still."
Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.
They left the high-road, by a
well-remembered lane, and soon approached a mansion of
dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted
cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a
large house, but one of broken fortunes; for the spacious
offices were little used, their walls were damp and
mossy, their windows broken, and their gates decayed.
Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the
coach-houses and sheds were over-run with grass. Nor was
it more retentive of its ancient state, within; for
entering the dreary hall, and glancing through the open
doors of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished,
cold, and vast. There was an earthy savour in the air, a
chilly bareness in the place, which associated itself
somehow with too much getting up by candle-light, and not
too much to eat.
They went, the Ghost and Scrooge,
across the hall, to a door at the back of the house. It
opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare,
melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain deal
forms and desks. At one of these a lonely boy was reading
near a feeble fire; and Scrooge sat down upon a form, and
wept to see his poor forgotten self as he used to be.
Not a latent echo in the house, not a
squeak and scuffle from the mice behind the paneling, not
a drip from the half-thawed water-spout in the dull yard
behind, not a sigh among the leafless boughs of one
despondent poplar, not the idle swinging of an empty
store-house door, no, not a clicking in the fire, but
fell upon the heart of Scrooge with a softening
influence, and gave a freer passage to his tears.
The Spirit touched him on the arm, and
pointed to his younger self, intent upon his reading.
Suddenly a man, in foreign garments: wonderfully real and
distinct to look at: stood outside the window, with an
axe stuck in his belt, and leading an ass laden with wood
by the bridle.
"Why, it's Ali Baba! "
Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy. "It's dear old honest
Ali Baba! Yes, yes, I know! One Christmas time, when
yonder solitary child was left here all alone, he did
come, for the first time, just like that. Poor boy! And
Valentine," said Scrooge, "and his wild
brother, Orson; there they go! And what's his name, who
was put down in his drawers, asleep, at the Gate of
Damascus; don't you see him! And the Sultan's Groom
turned upside-down by the Genii; there he is upon his
head! Serve him right. I'm glad of it. What business had he
to be married to the Princess!"
To hear Scrooge expending all the
earnestness of his nature on such subjects, in a most
extraordinary voice between laughing and crying; and to
see his heightened and excited face; would have been a
surprise to his business friends in the city, indeed.
"There's the Parrot!" cried
Scrooge. "Green body and yellow tail, with a thing
like a lettuce growing out of the top of his head; there
he is! Poor Robin Crusoe, he called him, when he came
home again after sailing round the island. "Poor
Robin Crusoe, where have you been, Robin Crusoe?"
The man thought he was dreaming, but he wasn't. It was
the Parrot, you know. There goes Friday, running for his
life to the little creek! Halloa! Hoop! Halloo!"
Then, with a rapidity of transition
very foreign to his usual character, he said, in pity for
his former self, "Poor boy!" and cried again.
"I wish," Scrooge muttered,
putting his hand in his pocket, and looking about him,
after drying his eyes with his cuff: "but it's too
late now."
"What is the matter?" asked
the Spirit.
"Nothing," said Scrooge.
"Nothing. There was a boy singing a Christmas Carol
at my door last night. I should like to have given him
something: that's all."
The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and
waved its hand: saying as it did so, "Let us see
another Christmas!"
Scrooge's former self grew larger at
the words, and the room became a little darker and more
dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows cracked; fragments
of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the naked laths
were shown instead; but how all this was brought about,
Scrooge knew no more than you do. He only knew that it
was quite correct; that everything had happened so; that
there he was, alone again, when all the other boys had
gone home for the jolly holidays.
He was not reading now, but walking up
and down despairingly. Scrooge looked at the Ghost, and
with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced anxiously
towards the door.
It opened; and a little girl, much
younger than the boy, came darting in, and putting her
arms about his neck, and often kissing him, addressed him
as her "Dear, dear brother."
"I have come to bring you home,
dear brother!" said the child, clapping her tiny
hands, and bending down to laugh. "To bring you
home, home, home!"
"Home, little Fan?" returned
the boy.
"Yes!" said the child,
brimful of glee. "Home, for good and all. Home, for
ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he used to
be, that home's like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one
dear night when I was going to bed, that I was not afraid
to ask him once more if you might come home; and he said
Yes, you should; and sent me in a coach to bring you. And
you're to be a man!" said the child, opening her
eyes, "and are never to come back here; but first,
we're to be together all the Christmas long, and have the
merriest time in all the world."
"You are quite a woman, little
Fan!" exclaimed the boy.
She clapped her hands and laughed, and
tried to touch his head; but being too little, laughed
again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him. Then she began
to drag him, in her childish eagerness, towards the door;
and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her.
A terrible voice in the hall cried.
"Bring down Master Scrooge's box, there! " and
in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself, who glared
on Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and
threw him into a dreadful state of mind by shaking hands
with him. He then conveyed him and his sister into the
veriest old well of a shivering best-parlour that ever
was seen, where the maps upon the wall, and the celestial
and terrestrial globes in the windows, were waxy with
cold. Here he produced a decanter of curiously light
wine, and a block of curiously heavy cake, and
administered instalments of those dainties to the young
people: at the same time, sending out a meagre servant to
offer a glass of something to the postboy, who answered
that he thanked the gentleman, but if it was the same tap
as he had tasted before, he had rather not. Master
Scrooge's trunk being by this time tied on to the top of
the chaise, the children bade the schoolmaster good-bye
right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily down
the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost
and snow from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like
spray.
"Always a delicate creature, whom
a breath might have withered," said the Ghost.
"But she had a large heart!"
"So she had," cried Scrooge.
"You're right, I will not gainsay it, Spirit. God
forbid!"
"She died a woman," said the
Ghost, "and had, as I think, children."
"One child," Scrooge
returned.
"True," said the Ghost.
"Your nephew!"
Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and
answered briefly, "Yes."
Although they had but that moment left
the school behind them, they were now in the busy
thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed
and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches battle for
the way, and all the strife and tumult of a real city
were. It was made plain enough, by the dressing of the
shops, that here too it was Christmas time again; but it
was evening, and the streets were lighted up.
The Ghost stopped at a certain
warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he knew it.
"Know it!" said Scrooge.
"Was I apprenticed here!"
They went in. At sight of an old
gentleman in a Welch wig, sitting behind such a high
desk, that if he had been two inches taller he must have
knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried in
great excitement:
"Why, it's old Fezziwig! Bless his
heart; it's Fezziwig alive again!"
Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and
looked up at the clock, which pointed to the hour of
seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his capacious
waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shows to
his organ of benevolence; and called out in a
comfortable, oily, rich, fat, jovial voice:
"Yo ho, there! Ebenezer!
Dick!"
Scrooge's former self, now grown a
young man, came briskly in, accompanied by his
fellow-'prentice.
"Dick Wilkins, to be sure!"
said Scrooge to the Ghost. "Bless me, yes. There he
is. He was very much attached to me, was Dick. Poor Dick!
Dear, dear!"
"Yo ho, my boys!" said
Fezziwig. "No more work to-night. Christmas Eve,
Dick. Christmas, Ebenezer! Let's have the shutters
up," cried old Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his
hands, "before a man can say, Jack Robinson!"
You wouldn't believe how those two
fellows went at it! They charged into the street with the
shutters -- one, two, three -- had 'em up in their places
-- four, five, six -- barred 'em and pinned 'em -- seven,
eight, nine -- and came back before you could have got to
twelve, panting like race-horses.
"Hilli-ho!" cried old
Fezziwig, skipping down from the high desk, with
wonderful agility. "Clear away, my lads, and let's
have lots of room here! Hilli-ho, Dick! Chirrup,
Ebenezer!"
Clear away! There was nothing they
wouldn't have cleared away, or couldn't have cleared
away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was done in a
minute. Every movable was packed off, as if it were
dismissed from public life for evermore; the floor was
swept and watered, the lamps were trimmed, fuel was
heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was as snug, and
warm, and dry, and bright a ball-room, as you would
desire to see upon a winter's night.
In came a fiddler with a music-book,
and went up to the lofty desk, and made an orchestra of
it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came Mrs.
Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three
Miss Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came the six
young followers whose hearts they broke. In came all the
young men and women employed in the business. In came the
housemaid, with her cousin, the baker. In came the cook,
with her brother's particular friend, the milkman. In
came the boy from over the way, who was suspected of not
having board enough from his master; trying to hide
himself behind the girl from next door but one, who was
proved to have had her ears pulled by her Mistress. In
they all came, one after nother; some shyly, some boldly,
some gracefully, some awkwardly, some pushing, some
pulling; in they all came, anyhow and everyhow. Away they
all went, twenty couple at once; hands half round and
back again the other way; down the middle and up again;
round and round in various stages of affectionate
grouping; old top couple always turning up in the wrong
place; new top couple starting off again, as soon as they
got there; all top couples at last, and not a bottom one
to help them. When this result was brought about, old
Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried
out, "Well done!" and the fiddler plunged his
hot face into a pot of porter, especially provided for
that purpose. But scorning rest, upon his reappearance,
he instantly began again, though there were no dancers
yet, as if the other fiddler had been carried home,
exhausted, on a shutter, and he were a bran-new man
resolved to beat him out of sight, or perish.
There were more dances, and there were
forfeits, and more dances, and there was cake, and there
was negus, and there was a great piece of Cold Roast, and
there was a great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were
mince-pies, and plenty of beer. But the great effect of
the evening came after the Roast and Boiled, when the
fiddler (an artful dog, mind! The sort of man who knew
his business better than you or I could have told it
him!) struck up "Sir Roger de Coverley." Then
old Fezziwig stood out to dance with Mrs. Fezziwig. Top
couple, too; with a good stiff piece of work cut out for
them; three or four and twenty pair of partners; people
who were not to be trifled with; people who would
dance, and had no notion of walking.
But if they had been twice as many: ah,
four times: old Fezziwig would have been a match for
them, and so would Mrs. Fezziwig. As to her, she
was worthy to be his partner in every sense of the term.
If that's not high praise, tell me higher, and I'll use
it. A positive light appeared to issue from Fezziwig's
calves. They shone in every part of the dance like moons.
You couldn't have predicted, at any given time, what
would become of 'em next. And when old Fezziwig and Mrs.
Fezziwig had gone all through the dance; advance and
retire, hold hands with your partner, bow and curtsey;
corkscrew; thread-the-needle, and back again to your
place; Fezziwig cut -- cut so deftly, that he appeared to
wink with his legs, and came upon his feet again without
a stagger.
When the clock struck eleven, this
domestic ball broke up. Mr and Mrs Fezziwig took their
stations, one on either side of the door, and shaking
hands with every person individually as he or she went
out, wished him or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody
had retired but the two 'prentices, they did the same to
them; and thus the cheerful voices died away, and the
lads were left to their beds; which were under a counter
in the back-shop.
During the whole of this time, Scrooge
had acted like a man out of his wits. His heart and soul
were in the scene, and with his former self. He
corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed
everything, and underwent the strangest agitation. It was
not until now, when the bright faces of his former self
and Dick were turned from them, that he remembered the
Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon
him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear.
"A small matter," said the
Ghost, "to make these silly folks so full of
gratitude."
"Small!" echoed Scrooge.
The Spirit signed to him to listen to
the two apprentices, who were pouring out their hearts in
praise of Fezziwig: and when he had done so, said,
"Why! Is it not? He has spent but
a few pounds of your mortal money: three or four perhaps.
Is that so much that he deserves this praise?"
"It isn't that," said
Scrooge, heated by the remark, and speaking unconsciously
like his former, not his latter, self. "It isn't
that, Spirit. He has the power to render us happy or
unhappy; to make our service light or burdensome; a
pleasure or a toil. Say that his power lies in words and
looks; in things so slight and insignificant that it is
impossible to add and count 'em up: what then? The
happiness he gives, is quite as great as if it cost a
fortune."
He felt the Spirit's glance, and
stopped.
"What is the matter?" asked
the Ghost.
"Nothing particular," said
Scrooge.
"Something, I think?" the
Ghost insisted.
"No," said Scrooge, "No.
I should like to be able to say a word or two to my clerk
just now! That's all."
His former self turned down the lamps
as he gave utterance to the wish; and Scrooge and the
Ghost again stood side by side in the open air.
"My time grows short,"
observed the Spirit. "Quick!"
This was not addressed to Scrooge, or
to any one whom he could see, but it produced an
immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was
older now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not
the harsh and rigid lines of later years; but it had
begun to wear the signs of care and avarice. There was an
eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye, which showed
the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of
the growing tree would fall.
He was not alone, but sat by the side
of a fair young girl in a mourning-dress: in whose eyes
there were tears, which sparkled in the light that shone
out of the Ghost of Christmas Past.
"It matters little," she
said, softly. "To you, very little. Another idol has
displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time
to come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just
cause to grieve."
"What Idol has displaced
you?" he rejoined.
"A golden one."
"This is the even-handed dealing
of the world!" he said. "There is nothing on
which it is so hard as poverty; and there is nothing it
professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of
wealth!"
"You fear the world too
much," she answered, gently. "All your other
hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the
chance of its sordid reproach. I have seen your nobler
aspirations fall off one by one, until the
master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?"
"What then?" he retorted.
"Even if I have grown so much wiser, what then? I am
not changed towards you."
She shook her head.
"Am I?"
"Our contract is an old one. It
was made when we were both poor and content to be so,
until, in good season, we could improve our worldly
fortune by our patient industry. You are changed.
When it was made, you were another man."
"I was a boy," he said
impatiently.
"Your own feeling tells you that
you were not what you are," she returned. "I
am. That which promised happiness when we were one in
heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How
often and how keenly I have thought of this, I will not
say. It is enough that I have thought of it, and
can release you."
"Have I ever sought release?"
"In words. No. Never."
"In what, then?"
"In a changed nature; in an
altered spirit; in another atmosphere of life; another
Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love of
any worth or value in your sight. If this had never been
between us," said the girl, looking mildly, but with
steadiness, upon him; "tell me, would you seek me
out and try to win me now? Ah, no!"
He seemed to yield to the justice of
this supposition, in spite of himself. But he said with a
struggle, "You think not."
"I would gladly think otherwise if
I could," she answered, "Heaven knows! When I
have learned a Truth like this, I know how strong and
irresistible it must be. But if you were free to-day,
to-morrow, yesterday, can even I believe that you would
choose a dowerless girl -- you who, in your very
confidence with her, weigh everything by Gain: or,
choosing her, if for a moment you were false enough to
your one guiding principle to do so, do I not know that
your repentance and regret would surely follow? I do; and
I release you. With a full heart, for the love of him you
once were."
He was about to speak; but with her
head turned from him, she resumed.
"You may -- the memory of what is
past half makes me hope you will -- have pain in this. A
very, very brief time, and you will dismiss the
recollection of it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream,
from which it happened well that you awoke. May you be
happy in the life you have chosen!"
She left him, and they parted.
"Spirit!" said Scrooge,
"show me no more! Conduct me home. Why do you
delight to torture me?"
"One shadow more!" exclaimed
the Ghost.
"No more!" cried Scrooge.
"No more. I don't wish to see it. Show me no
more!"
But the relentless Ghost pinioned him
in both his arms, and forced him to observe what happened
next.
They were in another scene and place; a
room, not very large or handsome, but full of comfort.
Near to the winter fire sat a beautiful young girl, so
like that last that Scrooge believed it was the same,
until he saw her, now a comely matron, sitting
opposite her daughter. The noise in this room was
perfectly tumultuous, for there were more children there,
than Scrooge in his agitated state of mind could count;
and, unlike the celebrated herd in the poem, they were
not forty children conducting themselves like one, but
every child was conducting itself like forty. The
consequences were uproarious beyond belief; but no one
seemed to care; on the contrary, the mother and daughter
laughed heartily, and enjoyed it very much; and the
latter, soon beginning to mingle in the sports, got
pillaged by the young brigands most ruthlessly. What
would I not have given to one of them! Though I never
could have been so rude, no, no! I wouldn't for the
wealth of all the world have crushed that braided hair,
and torn it down; and for the precious little shoe, I
wouldn't have plucked it off, God bless my soul! to save
my life. As to measuring her waist in sport, as they did,
bold young brood, I couldn't have done it; I should have
expected my arm to have grown round it for a punishment,
and never come straight again. And yet I should have
dearly liked, I own, to have touched her lips; to have
questioned her, that she might have opened them; to have
looked upon the lashes of her downcast eyes, and never
raised a blush; to have let loose waves of hair, an inch
of which would be a keepsake beyond price: in short, I
should have liked, I do confess, to have had the lightest
licence of a child, and yet to have been man enough to
know its value.
But now a knocking at the door was
heard, and such a rush immediately ensued that she with
laughing face and plundered dress was borne towards it
the centre of a flushed and boisterous group, just in
time to greet the father, who came home attended by a man
laden with Christmas toys and presents. Then the shouting
and the struggling, and the onslaught that was made on
the defenceless porter! The scaling him, with chairs for
ladders, to dive into his pockets, despoil him of
brown-paper parcels, hold on tight by his cravat, hug him
round the neck, pommel his back, and kick his legs in
irrepressible affection! The shouts of wonder and delight
with which the development of every package was received!
The terrible announcement that the baby had been taken in
the act of putting a doll's frying-pan into his mouth,
and was more than suspected of having swallowed a
fictitious turkey, glued on a wooden platter! The immense
relief of finding this a false alarm! The joy, and
gratitude, and ecstasy! They are all indescribable alike.
It is enough that by degrees the children and their
emotions got out of the parlour, and by one stair at a
time, up to the top of the house; where they went to bed,
and so subsided.
And now Scrooge looked on more
attentively than ever, when the master of the house,
having his daughter leaning fondly on him, sat down with
her and her mother at his own fireside; and when he
thought that such another creature, quite as graceful and
as full of promise, might have called him father, and
been a spring-time in the haggard winter of his life, his
sight grew very dim indeed.
"Belle," said the husband,
turning to his wife with a smile, "I saw an old
friend of yours this afternoon."
"Who was it?"
"Guess!"
"How can I? Tut, don't I
know." she added in the same breath, laughing as he
laughed. "Mr Scrooge."
"Mr Scrooge it was. I passed his
office window; and as it was not shut up, and he had a
candle inside, I could scarcely help seeing him. His
partner lies upon the point of death, I hear; and there
he sat alone. Quite alone in the world, I do
believe."
"Spirit!" said Scrooge in a
broken voice, "remove me from this place."
"I told you these were shadows of
the things that have been," said the Ghost.
"That they are what they are, do not blame me!"
"Remove me!" Scrooge
exclaimed, "I cannot bear it!"
He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing
that it looked upon him with a face, in which in some
strange way there were fragments of all the faces it had
shown him, wrestled with it.
"Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me
no longer!"
In the struggle, if that can be called
a struggle in which the Ghost with no visible resistance
on its own part was undisturbed by any effort of its
adversary, Scrooge observed that its light was burning
high and bright; and dimly connecting that with its
influence over him, he seized the extinguisher-cap, and
by a sudden action pressed it down upon its head.
The Spirit dropped beneath it, so that
the extinguisher covered its whole form; but though
Scrooge pressed it down with all his force, he could not
hide the light, which streamed from under it, in an
unbroken flood upon the ground.
He was conscious of being exhausted,
and overcome by an irresistible drowsiness; and, further,
of being in his own bedroom. He gave the cap a parting
squeeze, in which his hand relaxed; and had barely time
to reel to bed, before he sank into a heavy sleep.
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